im using his hp to post this.
kinda cool.
=p

Hmm..
Actually things went on smoothly since tat day..
But why?!!?
Its happened again??!!
I really hate myself!!
I really realised my mistake le.
Now i dont feel like enjoying or watever i used to told him.
Now all i want is to be with him.
I dont noe am i silly or wat.
But i noe tat is my final decision.
I noe he is tired to forgive me again n again..
Im really sorry...
Will i get this one more chance?
Or am i really taking for granted?
Hais...

things getting better?

or not?

i totally got not idea.

i dont wana recall when's the date when we both cried over the phone for an hr.

if he really choose our relationship to remain like this.

i got no comment.

anw..

he did asked me out for dinner aft tat night.

and tat night..

he lost 'our couple ring'

he even asked me 'how?'

well how?

search for it lahh..

i asked him 'will u search for it?'

he ans 'of coz lahh will search for it..'

wat does he mean by tat?

actually i do noes tat he still love me as much.

but i really dont wana be so tat confident.

coz if not i'll be the one crying over and over again.

so now..

we're still as usual contacting each other..

calling each other..

msging each other..

but i dont noe wat's our r/s..

and i dont wana ask him tat..

let it be watever we are now.

at least 'so-call' he got no right to be angry with me.

he got no right to scold me.

he got no right to quarrel with me.

at least im happy.

(:

i noe tat he can be my dream husband in the future.

perhaps now he cant be my perfect bf.

but now till future its still a long way to go.

well..

depends on fate ba during this long way.

(:

i glad tat i have great friends n sis ard me.

1 thing tat i will nv regret in my life.

thanks for replying my nonsense msg late in the night.

spending ur time 'counseling' me.

appreciate!

*loves

(:

well i do admit initially im kinda stubborn.

钻牛角尖

i sees no tmr for me..

but now?

i dont care abt wat will happen next!

as long as im enjoying and im happy RIGHT NOW!

(:

just caught movie with fadz faliq nad and nia.

we watched jennifer's body.

best!

and i felt no burden!

(:

finally back to work again tmr aft 3days off.

and im gg to off another 3days aft tmr!

wahh!

=D